Well, I feel like I should be writing in this thing all the time to make up for all the things I missed. Or maybe I should just skip everything that happened and go on from here. I dunno. I feel better about being here after a few more days. I'm starting to get worried about classes. My first one is calculus tomorrow. Just my luck. Then I have World Politics. Not sure how that's gonna work out. I'm meeting Erica for breakfast at 10, then we'll head over to LeConte together. She has calculus too, but a different level. Same floor though. Should be ok. I hope. I finally got another calculator this morning. Lost my old one. No idea where it went. My mom says I shouldn't open it until the last possible moment just in case the first one turns up, but I don't know how long I should wait. I mean, what if we're supposed to use the thing in class tomorrow? I can't just pull out the scissors and start opening it then. I'll definately need to do that before leaving the room. I'll ask her tonight when I call her if I can go on and open it. I don't really know where the old calculator could possibly be.
I have been thinking, strange past-time I know. I'm wondering if I should tell Shawna about this thing. She's got her Xanga site and all and I dunno, since I'm not actually seeing her every day, this could be a good thing. If I update it that is. And I don't know if I'd still feel free to write whatever if I know that someone else knows about it. I guess if it's just Shawna I'd be ok. I dunno. I'll think about it.
I was talking to some of the juniors - or seniors, I guess - today on aim. Brittany is all excited, but worried about making friends with the new juniors. Emily says she's sad and lonely and has no one to talk to. It sorta makes me feel better to know that I'm not the only one having issues with the new year. Oh! I left the door open for the first time today. I just bought a door stop today. Anyway, nothing really happened until this group came by and sorta introduced themselves. Then one girl was like, this room is like the Mickey Mouse club, and she starts singing the M-I-C-K-E-Y song. So, I swear I said nothing about Disney! And yet, it has begun. I'm hoping that's a good sign in any case.
I think I will tell Shawna about this. I miss talking to her in my roommate free room. I just can't talk freely on the phone anymore. It annoys me. I'm gonna go e-mail Shawna...
Anonymous
August 18 2005, 03:07:25 UTC 6 years ago
So...this is it, huh?
this is shawna, and it may not let me post...you are so totally not the only one with issues... and i'm sorry and i won't ever visit this site again if you can't freely write whatever...lol'd about the disney-ness, it really does rub off...i'm sorry we can't have good phone conversations, we'll work on that...i miss you too...ok, now that i've just responded to this like an e-mail, i'm going to bed, because i just realized how tired i really am...so there.